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Co​-​Exist

by Disparo!

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1.
Trekking through the snow, it's fucking freezing here. Fatigued in minus twenty is more than I can bear. But got to the show and everything was rad. The people fucking rule was the best time we had. Got to a bar, where's the fucking beer? So many people we cant move in here. Storm the stage we're taking over, this crazy night is far from over. Booze is a flowing, stage dives a fucking going, nearly everyone is leaving. MILWAUKEE STAND OFF Shirts are flying off, shots are going down. Everyone's half-naked MILWAUKEE STAND OFF. Once again peer pressure is to blame. I don’t care I'm just gunna twerk the night away. What the fuck was I supposed to do? Embrace the chaos and cause some more. Milwaukee stand off go!
2.
Hot Mess 00:26
I have been, I have been. Feeling like a hot mess. I have been, I have been feeling like a hot mess. I have never doubted myself or felt more alone. If I have to listen to anymore Radiohead I might just off myself.
3.
I said it before I’ll say it again. Bring a dog to a show I'll put you to an end. They don’t belong here and neither do you. STOP BEING A FUCKING STOOGE. How many times do I have to say it dogs don’t like loud music they fucking hate it. Torturing dogs at a fucking show, you think your pretty cool I think your pretty low. STOP BRINGING DOGS TO SHOWS
4.
Common sense is a rare thing, it's a fucking curse to have such a thing. The stupid fucks are here to stay, they don't want change they are happy this way. I cant take it.
5.
Once upon a time on this beautiful world, I bet everything was peaceful and pretty fucking swell. That’s a nice thought but it's not how it is. Stupid human beings ruin everything. Fighting each other, starting wars. Protecting no one except ourselves. Gotta focus on real problems and not trivial things. Look after this place 'cause at the end of the day there are no gods. No heavens, only this hell that we call a world, only this hell that we call a world! We take, take, take, take. And give nothing back. When we gunna learn FUCKING NEVER. When we gunna change FUCKING NEVER
6.
I forgot just how difficult you are, that's funny because I didn't forget a thing. The way you look and the way you look at me, was something that flew back and fucking hit me. Making promises that you could never keep, telling me what I wanna hear is so fucking weak. Time heals all wounds that's what they say, but with a cut this deep you should've stayed away. Something feels right but so wrong. Why are you here after so long? Your own selfish reasons what is there to gain. I'll make you feel amazing while you make me feel insane. I wish you never smiled after that first glance. But life is full of risks I guess we both took a chance. Was it that our tale was full of sadness, our love full of sin. That wasn't the case you ruined everything. I'm a fucking idiot, the best kind of idiot. you're a fucking idiot, the worst kind of idiot. Why, after all this time you've made contact. It wasn't fair, it wasn't right it was all so wrong. Why did you have to let it end this way.
7.
This lifestyle isn't working. Rather be on my own than settle with someone who makes me feel alone. I'm just lonely. It's a catch 22 but what am I to do? I'd rather be alone than spend time with you.
8.
Brand new diet, brand new week. I hope I stick to it. I read all about it on the internet. Is butter a carb? I fucking hope not. I guess that's something I can go without. No more bread in my hectic life, but one last thing. Is cocaine gluten free? I need to know, I need to know!! Let's be honest for a fucking minute. I'm doing my best but it's fucking hard isn't it? Without my bread and pasta I'm ready to crash, I need to go go go go go go. I need a line!! And I'll be fine. Coke is the best drug I've ever fucking tried! I highly recommend it if you wanna diet!!
9.
Convenience is a funny thing, pain and frustration is all it brings. I've fallen down and fallen hard into its cold hard grip and not going far. Feeling like there is no hope, then I have a think, how did Kurt Russel cope? He escaped from New York and LA too, now I know what I must do. See LA to me is my work and this place, and I'm like Kurt Russel trying to escape, but it's so fucking hard when things are right here, it's clouded my judgement and made things unclear. Thinking about things that are shit, no motivation nothing fits. All I need is a little hope and maybe even a little boat. If Kurt Russel can do it then what can I say? I've got to escape, escape from LA.
10.
Fake tan check, iphone check, freshly cut out shirt and we're fucking set. Train times check? I got drugs instead. Central is confusing, we should've fucking checked. We gunna miss the train. I took to many eccys now I'm off, I'm off my face. This carriage is so crowded, I feel like a coward. I'm stressing out, tripping hard and staring at this girl. Everyone beware of my thousand yard stare. Do you think cops will notice or even fucking care.
11.
Struggle street, population everyone. Struggle street. Except for me and my friends. I've met some people, some real fucking people and most people are fucking idiots. I try to co-exist but I cant handle this, let's put them all on struggle street.
12.
John Redcorn 01:01
Situation misread again, I'm doing what I can but this shit is out of hand. I cant take it, I've never been more wrong. I can't take it I've never been more fucking wrong.
13.
Yeanah 00:26
How can there be a language barrier when we both speak English? Open your mouth when you fucking talk. Basic English and pronunciation is something that I never grasped. You can take the boy outta West Sydney but not West Sydney outta the boy. YEA NAH
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15.
Confidence out of nowhere, I'm not here to hold your fucking hand. Talking back, shit attitude no idea what hard work is. Put your stupid head, shut your fucking mouth kid, get the fucking job done. Why can't you just shut up and get the job done
16.
Amateur Hour 00:23
Always fucking right in your eyes. Always fucking wrong in my eyes. Another show, different people. Another show same old bullshit. Get the fuck out. You’re here for the moment I'm here forever. I may burn some bridges but you’ll burn forever.
17.
Give me coffee, give me blast beats. give me nanna food and I'm landing on my feet. I've got nothing left to prove. so fuck you Maybe I don't wanna sleep, I have too much to do everyday of the week. I was put on this earth to just get it done. Why bother with sleep when I'm having this much fun. There are 24 usable hours in everyday. FASTCORE FOREVER SLEEP FUCKIN' NEVER
18.
How am I supposed to comprehend an existence that is stale until the fucking end. Staying safe in the one place. STAYING SANE. Staying sane. More like going insane. I travel round round round round this crazy world never stopping never settling never slowing down. Call me unsettled, unreliable, selfish, lucky, completely insane. Maybe I'm crazy for living this way, but maybe everyone else is crazy for not living this way. There is no place like home, but where is home? WHERE IS HOME, where the fuck do I go. I'll tell you right now cause I have no doubt that I'm searching for a way out.

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released July 1, 2015

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